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Friday, March 26th, 2004

3:03 pm - ::friends only::

hi, my journal's friends only now. so if you aren't my friend, I apologize for your loss. comment & i may add you... current music: i know//placebo
(6 soulmates \| hush,dry your eyes)

Sunday, February 15th, 2004

7:32 pm

and i love to push half massacred mangoes into my face
and i love big crowds of people congregating like fags on mardi gra
and i love noise that just resinates consistantly through your eyes though it slowly becomes irritating
and then i love the spirit of a number or a person that comes to visit you when its quiet

and i love you and all you are

~

take it all

[09-02-04]
the riff of a zebra
..........&the cry for help
stubborn help

i can do it good
...... but i'm still gonna cry

that curved cold blade lasted a while

and its decline was still the best part

.....2004 doesn't exsist yet
..im still just here.
....................here.
...........................why?

"why me? why so fast? WHY THIS WAY??!!"

declining mind
..declining mind
...declining mind

we always look back and shake our heads.
why do metaphors & similies make us sound smarter?
why does vomit have a lingering taste & an interrupting buildup.?
.
.

(5 soulmates | hush,dry your eyes)

Monday, January 26th, 2004

8:52 pm - Oblina.... aaargh! real monsters!

oooh, cute!
(1 soulmate \| hush,dry your eyes)

Sunday, January 4th, 2004

5:53 pm

now did anyone else just orgasm - or was it just me?
(2 soulmates \| hush,dry your eyes)

3:50 pm - russian narcoleptic pole dancer

exactly 24 hours till my bus leaves. it seems to drag on... taking forever. i hate to wait.. anticipate... aggrivate.. cigarette! ohhh pretty, pretty girl xxxxooooxxxxooooxxxxooooxxxxooooxxxxxxxxooooxxxxooooxxxxooooxxxxooooxxxx ~ sorry, i'm in an affectionate mood ~ current mood: danger, danger...!! current music: Electric Six -["Danger! High Voltage"]
(hush,dry your eyes)

Saturday, January 3rd, 2004

4:32 pm - *splat*


(hush,dry your eyes)

3:31 pm - >>::"fun-fun-fun"::<<

i DO look asian current mood: lick the pavement current music: [placebo]
(5 soulmates \| hush,dry your eyes)

1:49 pm - Ohhohoho yes

You're Dylan! The wild, crazy and spontaneous Angel! You're the one called upon when there's trouble because you tend to be the one to keep your cool. Very into the opposite sex, you tend to fall in love with the bad guy. I guess it's they're ruthlessness that churns your butter! What Angel from Charlie's Angels Are You? brought to you by Quizilla It's inevitable, i tell you... sigh
(hush,dry your eyes)

Tuesday, December 30th, 2003

6:54 pm - After a While

After a while you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul

And you learn that love doesnt mean leaning
and company doesnt always mean security

And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts
and presents arent promises

And you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child

And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down in mid flight

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns
if you get too much

So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers

And you learn that you really can endure
that you really are strong
and you really do have worth
And you learn and you learn
with every goodbye you learn...

-Veronica Shoffstall

(1 soulmate | hush,dry your eyes)

4:03 pm - think.think.observe.miss.

the wind almost pushed me over it was like there was a half life behind it - generating the source of its directional force then silence its crazy how you can almost feel something when there's nothing that you can see then that feeling leaves you its kind of haunting maybe there is something you can't always see what's there...
(hush,dry your eyes)

Thursday, December 25th, 2003

7:04 pm

one for old times
(hush,dry your eyes)

Tuesday, December 16th, 2003

8:38 pm - I'm maureeeeen!!!

You Are Maureen. The white girl.. Sexy & Confused when it comes to Sex!! Oh well all your past lovers still want you, and well... who doesnt! ()_)**What Character From Rent are You?***(_() brought to you by Quizilla WEEEEEEEEE!
(1 soulmate \| hush,dry your eyes)

Sunday, December 14th, 2003

12:50 pm - ergh.

You're Transgender Barbie! You're well, there's no way to describe you. Pick a sex and stay with it! If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? brought to you by Quizilla Well this just keeps getting better n better don't it.
(hush,dry your eyes)

12:46 pm - I am...?

You are Daria. Thinks fast; Talks slow. What Daria Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla Oh.. how exciting...?
(hush,dry your eyes)

Thursday, December 4th, 2003

11:30 am - back to rent

Who is she? Oh well, Goodnight
(hush,dry your eyes)

Wednesday, November 26th, 2003

8:17 pm - :.::tartan::..

trudie.what.why.who.heard.saw.evil.past.future.maddie.cry.next.new.why.why.why.anonymous.brooke.mitchell.tartan.tartan.tartan.ella'shouse.ursh.art.report.john.walk.train.sleep.false.question... why has it come back.i don't know about this.
(hush,dry your eyes)

Tuesday, November 25th, 2003

7:19 pm

you broke your face to pretend to smile it didnt faze me one bit - i knew it wasn't real i hate you
(hush,dry your eyes)

6:51 pm

I AM FUCKING INVISIBLE
(3 soulmates \| hush,dry your eyes)

Saturday, November 22nd, 2003

11:13 pm

i know exactly what's going on...
(hush,dry your eyes)

Thursday, November 20th, 2003

8:15 pm - The last Rhinoscerous....

for chad current mood: rhino... current music: rhiiiiiinooooo
(hush,dry your eyes)

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